Circles

Well:

It's all there in front of my eyes.
Produce, lag, get new opp and repeat.

Business is there, people want to give me their money and all I have to do is do but I am so lazy now and it takes so much to get me going it is ridiculous. They are patient because I get solid results but I am tired of my flaws and how I have gone in circles with the same decisions for my entire life.

Acting: Has never had issues. The concerns disappear and I deliver like nothing else I have ever attempted. It is a challenge to deliver on a directors vision once you are hired. At a certain point it is out of your hands but you still need to know your lines and your character, once the camera starts rolling it is all on the production. You either deliver or you dont. Perspectives are so elusive all you can do is what you are told and leave the rest to them.

In home now, still crashing or should I say squatting a beautiful - but filthy - home with ceiling fans abound. It's a little scary but it is a home and it is safe and now I need to work so I can save and go to LA.

I have two clients and got two emails today, I think I have a partner in a start up but it is due diligence time and we'll see how that goes.

It's all there, now what am I going to do?