COCO

Drinking hot organic Coco in my new down stairs room.
I have always wanted a ceiling fan and now after many years not only do I have a room but I have a ceiling fan.

The house of course is in forclosure but we are here for the long haul.

This is my first night inside, I have been sleeping in a tent and after last nights rain it was my time to "slide" inside.

Before the rain the neighbors kitten and I met.

She was left out side and was crying, I live in the mountains so it took a bit to find one another but once we did she was stuck to me like a long lost friend.

To the tent, through the redwoods, inside the upstairs room and down the stairs to the yard she was everywhere. I believe that animals should always be able to go out side or inside at their discretion so the tent was left open and she came and went.

When she finally laid down it was on my neck and cheek, of all places I expected her to lye down that was the last. I figured she broke out and had never slept on a blanket or ten, but her warmth was appreciated.

She followed me inside when the rain was to hard and I was in a home for the first time in a while.

I'm close to filming my first short movie, I have some locals that I feel will be good charactors and I have placed them in good roles after some thought. My goal is to complete on short and post it, after that we'll see what happens.

I started acting recently and I was in 18 movies in 12 months.
I want more screen experience but I think I would be a good director but again all I want to do is finish and deliver copies to the cast and crew.

You see many directors will get you to work for them for free by telling you they'll give you footage for your reel and you can use the reel to send out to more jobs. The problem is that some don't send it and I can't stand flakes.

I worked with Jennifer Anniston, Steve Zahn, David Ogden Stiers, Michael Humpreys and Chris Serrone. All big stars but I think I have a shot and I was not impressed by all of them but I'll keep who I thought went through the motions to my self.

But, I will say that persons lame attempt to earn their money was my motivator in the beginning, that and the -literally- 80 foot long table of food.
My motives have changed a lot as I gained experience but I'll say it is a great creative channel for me.

Today I worked doing business development and was productive.
Good to get results, after that I failed at hitch hiking and took the bus.

I got coffee at the local pot shop and there must have been fifty dollars in huge roaches on the table out of the rain left as gifts to the unfortunate.

After that I got some phone wires for the internet in my new room, got some food and hitch hiked home.

I watched a band for a few minutes tune their instruments. I try not to listen to live music as my ears hurt but I was struck at how beautiful the sounds meshed as each musician tuned their instruments to the rythoms in their mind.

I am going to use one of the musicians in a short movie and I just wanted to check him out but I think I will use some of the sounds I heard tonight in the beginning of the film.

Its difficult to explain what the goal is but I think multiple instruments being tuned will sound very nice in the right environment.

So, I just downed my organic coco and it is late.
Weighed a bag of pot I found tonight, I've been sitting on it for a couple of weeks.
3.5 ounces of california, northern california cush.
It would be nice to trade it for some food or other but for now I go to sleep feeling almost in charge of my life.

There are a lot of things going on that I haven't mentioned but it will take me a while to wake up from the last couple of years and be as productive and informative as I can be.